hmm crap .. its been forever .. and im totally sorry ,, but heck ive been busy and myspace is way addictive,,i just got home from a basketball tournament in tennessee yesterday !! good times good times,, :o) .. we stayed from tuesday till friday!!,,we placed 3rd..but we shouldve won,,we lost in the semi's or watever it is by a buzzer shot..ohh well it happens!! ..ive enjoyed my break although i've only been home for one day of it,, hmm ,, well its CHRISTMAS EVE!! im excited..and i should go get ready now..so i can head to newtown,,and open presents with the family.. and EAT! yumm..!! :o) .. hopefully this update was good enough for you,,ahh it'll have to work for the time being,, i guess ill update whenever i feel the need .. *later kids

~jonda marie

ahh ,, school today ,, was school i guess,,

1st-just reviewed for test..

2nd-sub nothing..

3rd-we slept because prater said we could

4th-done questions,,crap i have to still do those..

5th-took notes..

6th-watched a play..

7th-still in the play,,then we took basketball pictures,,

went to merissas,,we ate some dinner and it was SOOO good! .. yummy :o) .. then we went back to belfry for our game at er..we killed them and i done pretty good i guess,,i had a better game last time but still alrite ,, now im wore out,,and life is killing me,,ahh im so confused right now,,i just want something good,,something out of the ordinary,,i dont know..im ready for a huge change,,i guess all i can do is sit and wait?!..ahh who knows.. im gone .. and by the way myspace kicks xangas butt!!!.. *later

~jonda marie

*hey ,,well its been a few days,,but ive been busy with school,,this tournament we've been in and everything else.. so i guess ill just go with friday,,we had a game at pc,,we played shelby valley and won,,it was a good game came home that nite and chilled :o),, saturday i had practice at 7:30 in the freaking morning then a game at 3:45 which we left at 1:30 ,, we played knott central,,killed them,, and i was soo tired,, came home and sat around with nikki cheree for a while then she left,, i just sat around the house all nite being bored and crap ,, ahh you know ..haha.. i was definitely sleepy though,,i cant remember when i fell asleep ,, all i remember is waking up at like 6 and turning my computer off,, hmm?.. it was weird .. lol ..

so today,,i slept until 1 and ive layed around,,i watched the lady vols play stanford and win,, they are 7-0 on the season,, ahh yay!!,, i think im going to 2 games this year,, one for my birthday and just the other because i want too,,im definitely going to the uk&ut game and then im gonna go watch them play conneticut hopefully,, last year i didnt go because it snowed really bad and so me and nikki went to the movies instead,,wow ,,wat memories that would bring back ,, its crazy how a year can fly by and wat can happen in that year,,

ahh so lately,, ive been thinking,,trying to make changes,,keep up with school,,play basketball,,and just be happy,,and its hard just to be happy,, i find myself very confused and not pleased with every aspect of my life,,i wish i could be though,,ahh hopefully that will come,,and i believe it will,,i just wish someone could sweep me off my feet like it happened to me almost a year ago,, i wish it could happen,,but its like whenever someone tries or is ready,,i compare them,,i dont want them,, so ive been trying hard lately,,and things with aaron i dont know ..really didnt work ,, so i cut it off,,i wanted to talk to him last night about it all ,, but i dont know i never got too,, hopefully tonight,,i mean i felt bad,,he was really nice to me,,and everything and i by no means want him to think he just wasnt good enough for me,,because noone is not good enough for me,, i dont ask for much,,but it seems when i do ,, and wat i want,,i dont get ,, from the person that i want it from,,?..all this is running together and not making sense unless you understand my problems probably,,but its something i just have to get out! .. really and truly ,, i just miss the past,, i miss EVERYTHING,, and i would do it all again in a heartbeat,, minus the pain,,but if i had to take the pain all over again,,i would,,it was just that good to me,,and that special..i dont know.. i better stop .. ill leave with quotes and icons,, *later pimps

~jonda marie

* hey guys!!.. i just got a new layout,,i was excited because i needed it BAD!!,,ahh yea ,, but im WORE out,,basketball has been the death of me this week,, :o( .. im so tired,,and im going to go to bed ,,update tomorrow nite after my game? .. *later kids

~jonda marie

*hmm,,well wats up!?..nothing really here,,i just woke up around 4 thanks to aaron lol..gosh im so lazy but no not really..i havent had sleep the whole 5 days we have been off,,so today was my day just to be LAZZZY! lol.. ahh im lazy anyway ,, but lets see,, friday i went to the game,,its was bad,,we lost,,it was cold&sad :o( .. ahh it sucked badly.. i got home around 12:45,, and went to sleep,, aaron called and woke me up and we talked,, ahh i felt really bad for him ,, he played good though ,, we talked for a while then i was really tired and he was wore out and stuff from the game,, so i went on to bed,,and he supposivley did the same ! lol ..

saturday i had to wake up at 8 for practice ,.. :o( .. i didnt get off until 10:30..i hurried and ate and got dressed for our varsity game,, we lost by like 4 to hunington it was a good game though ,, we couldve beat them ,, but ohh well,,we had to stay there all day for every game,,and we was an hour late on games,, ugh!!,,so we ended up leaving around 8:15,, shew ,, it was crazy,, my dad was supposed to be there for the games and such ,, is why we were behind but he never showed up,,and i ask craig about it,,and they said someone broke in our house at tennessee,, ahh that kinda worries me,,i hope nothing is stolen,,or it was just something that fell that made it go off because thats happened before too,,but then craig told me the neighbors saw someone,,gosh i hate people like that,, anyway i just hope they left everything alone and got scared and ran,, ahh after we left the gym we went back to nikkis,, and decided that everyone should come over to watch a movie,, well we rode around first,,it ended up being me,,nikki,,brooke,,falon,,devin,,michael,,aaron,,chad,,and jordan..it was fun,,they talked about the game constantly and baseball ,, you know all that boy stuff forever,,even when the movie was on ,,i dont think anyone payed much attention ,,then they all left around 12,,i came home a little after that because i was tired,,i sat online for a bit then went on to bed,,

today ive done NOTHING but sleep ,, its been great,, but i guess aaron decided he should call and he woke me up,,oh well i needed to get up i guess,,i will probably go back to bed soon lol.. ahh im such a lazy person,, and i just noticed,,this xanga needs pimped because its been a while so i will do that later if i find some time ,,

tomorrow i got a freshman game,,i hope we win,, that would be nice,, haha .. we dont have to attend practice tomorrow ,, which is good,, i figured that we would have too but i guess he decided we needed to have all of our energy,,who knows really?! lol .. but anyway ,, i guess i should go ,, i gave you a pretty good update,, wait i might go lookin for some quotes and such ,, lol .. *later

~jonda marie

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 --aww ,,memories,, hmm  well darn ,, heres my food i dont have time for anymore,, i might later ..